A Tired Soul

Never thought a balloon actually will weight too much too handle…
So they asked, “Can someone died of happiness?”
Others nagged, “Can someone died of exhaustion?”

Too much is never better than enough.
Like what I asked is not too much, just enough.
I’m overly exhausted with life…
From all of problems, crisis, and dilemmas in life… one thing I could be gave up to, Money…

As I’m walking through my life, I’ve discovered to be able looking the brighter side of life…
Always stay positive towards the bads and be grateful to the goods…
I’m keeping myself in balance as opening up each new day, preparing for the worst and hoping for the best…

I am just a human…
I am limited, flawed, imperfect…
As I go along the way, I fell, failed, cried, dumped…
But time is magic that always happen… It healed me as it goes by…

Right at this moment, I feel tired…
I’m tired to walk, see, and breathe…
I’m listening voices from further away, it keeping awake…
But the voices getting farther and farther, I’m no longer could hear…

Here, I’m alone again…

Let me rest so I could move on…
Let me breathe so I could heave a sigh…
Let me cry so I could smile…

I’m a tired soul…
Call my name just keep me awake…

The Zone

How far could you go from your comfort zone?

I live around Inland Empire for more than 8 years. And the farthest I could go comfortably by myself will be around Monterey Park (west), Corona (south), Cabazon (east) and as far to the north I’m not comfortable to go farther than I-210. That doesn’t mean I could not go farther than that, but I try not to. I feel like walking blind-folded when I go out side my comfort zone.

Anytime I need to go somewhere outside my comfort zone, I have to do research. Hours before my trip, Google, Yahoo and I are best friends. I hearted both so much.
I went to Yahoo Map to see the destination surrounding area. I ask Google for more information of the destination and closest attractions. When I’m on my way, I do feel like walking in the dark but I hold on to my research result and my GPS. Despite all the fear, I do enjoy exploring new places.

Could you imagine how may thing I need to do to step out from my comfort zone?
But I still do it, just to feel the glance of excitement for the moment.

Another option for me to leave my zone comfortably is by companion of a friend, whether someone I could depend on or just a companion to hold hands. My honest opinion, I prefer this option over anything else…

Same thing with life…

What is your comfort zone in life?