A Tired Soul

Never thought a balloon actually will weight too much too handle…
So they asked, “Can someone died of happiness?”
Others nagged, “Can someone died of exhaustion?”

Too much is never better than enough.
Like what I asked is not too much, just enough.
I’m overly exhausted with life…
From all of problems, crisis, and dilemmas in life… one thing I could be gave up to, Money…

As I’m walking through my life, I’ve discovered to be able looking the brighter side of life…
Always stay positive towards the bads and be grateful to the goods…
I’m keeping myself in balance as opening up each new day, preparing for the worst and hoping for the best…

I am just a human…
I am limited, flawed, imperfect…
As I go along the way, I fell, failed, cried, dumped…
But time is magic that always happen… It healed me as it goes by…

Right at this moment, I feel tired…
I’m tired to walk, see, and breathe…
I’m listening voices from further away, it keeping awake…
But the voices getting farther and farther, I’m no longer could hear…

Here, I’m alone again…

Let me rest so I could move on…
Let me breathe so I could heave a sigh…
Let me cry so I could smile…

I’m a tired soul…
Call my name just keep me awake…

The Zone

How far could you go from your comfort zone?

I live around Inland Empire for more than 8 years. And the farthest I could go comfortably by myself will be around Monterey Park (west), Corona (south), Cabazon (east) and as far to the north I’m not comfortable to go farther than I-210. That doesn’t mean I could not go farther than that, but I try not to. I feel like walking blind-folded when I go out side my comfort zone.

Anytime I need to go somewhere outside my comfort zone, I have to do research. Hours before my trip, Google, Yahoo and I are best friends. I hearted both so much.
I went to Yahoo Map to see the destination surrounding area. I ask Google for more information of the destination and closest attractions. When I’m on my way, I do feel like walking in the dark but I hold on to my research result and my GPS. Despite all the fear, I do enjoy exploring new places.

Could you imagine how may thing I need to do to step out from my comfort zone?
But I still do it, just to feel the glance of excitement for the moment.

Another option for me to leave my zone comfortably is by companion of a friend, whether someone I could depend on or just a companion to hold hands. My honest opinion, I prefer this option over anything else…

Same thing with life…

What is your comfort zone in life?

Incomplete

It’s been a long since I got my last me-time.
I feel to go to see the movie with warm-melting brownies and ice cream on my hand
Or as simple as enjoy my time and myself under the sun.
Ohh... Summer...

My life is fine as it is, don't have much to brag about...
I do have jobs.
My love life is fine as it is.
My parents aren’t perfect for every body, but they are for me.

Now I’m sitting here by myself, thinking...
What life do I have?
I am a daughter, a sister, a daughter, a lover, and a worker
I don't missed anything, but yet not completed.
I’m not sad; yet but not satisfied.

Now I’m remembering you...
A friend that hasn’t been there for quite long time
I’m remembering how it feels to be and to have a friend.
I realize we haven’t been there for each other
I realized how precious it is, the moment we shared

I would like to remind you all of those memories
We used to be spending times together
Going to the mall, hang out to a café or sitting and drinking at the lounge
We used to go anywhere except loneliness
We debated for random issues
We did embarrass our self many times

I miss those moments
I miss us...

Maybe you are busy with your life now
Maybe there is too much going on for just being alive
Maybe you are happy with your life
Lots of reasons there to be forgot about us
But these 3-5 minutes I would like you to remember it

Remember the moments
Remember us
Remember me
Remember our friendship...

I would like to thank you for all the time we spent on the past
I would like to thank you for all the memories
I would like to thank you for all the lessons

I would like to thank you for being a special friend as you are...

The Blognation Day

So I finally come in to this big B as in Blog.

It takes me long time to actually decide to create a Blog. As much as I like to write random things, I kept thinking about the commitment if I really have a blog. There actually lots of things in my mind to decide having this blog. But the final decision has been made, the Blog has born…

So today I called The Blognation Day…